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So last nights shift started with me feeling amazing (a patient said "you're very beautiful you know?" and I just...have never been complimented in such a sincere way by a total stranger before) aaand ended in me being in a rage bc one of my male coworkers was a total jackass and told me to kill myself three/four times all bc I dont fit into his idea of a fun person
#that ptnt was adorbs and lovely and he was genuinely being nice#like he didnt say it in a flirty way or anything#just a genuine compliment that made me happy#and then THEN#this jackass doctor trynna preach that I cant possibly be fun if I dont smok#or want to be married/have kids#that must mean my life is MEANINGLESS and I should KILL MYSELF#even after I told him that I do have depression and have had suicidal thoughts in the past???#and then laughing when I mentioned crochet as one of my hobbies?#like ok go smoke a cigarette bc that is apparently your only personality trait and leave me the eff alone??#so glad I never have to eork with him again#just remindedme how gross cishet men are and why I legitimately cannot see myseld in a rel with one#i mean i know i shouldnt generalise#but i have never met a cishet man who is not a dickhead in some way#rant over#if anyone wants more tea msg me privately and i will rant#text
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sleeping beauty while everyone is working out.
#he's was injured so it can't be help#I want to see his full sleeping face#and maybe pat his hair#then jump on the bed to wake him up#and then then#miyuki kazuya#daiya no ace ii#daiya no ace#daiya no a ii#ace of diamond#ace no diamond#diamond no ace
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Welp, there’s the first dose of Eat The Thing Your Immune System May Fear So It Shows Up On Bloodwork!
Gotta eat gluten for three days before, doc says, so they can actually test to see if there’s a thing, so either this is gonna S U C K or it’s not going to suck and will count as Empirical Evidence that I’ve been faking severe abdominal pain under specific circumstances for the last two years so clearly this and none of my other medical issues are valid because I don’t presently feel like shit and now if I do feel like shit it’s more likely related to Anxiety and stress of whether this will do anything and be inadmissible evidence yayyy i love my fleshprison it does such a good job why doesn’t it want to just do a good job taking a long walk off a short bridge
#sad broken flesh golem#bloodwork on monday#just gotta#freak the fuck out now#and then then#because guess who's still fucking scared of needles#ITS ME#celiac mebbe
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#I kinda#wanna see Gaara with long hair#like how that artist draws human!Shukaku#and then then#incorperate Shu things to his appearance#that's how I want him to look when he's older#I wish I had the skill to do what I'm thinking and to make it look natural --#anyone understand what I mean?
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